oh what a sad little kid i used to be.


my mommmmmys coming to visit me this weekend
and i ate a donut today.

my livejournal is effed up.

i dont want to fix it

i miss punta gorda
and i want another piercing.

out of curiousity, what is going on with the FOrmat concert on tuesday?

apparenly i am only important to john when it is convenient.


BONUS!! the air isnt working and im stuck here at work for another 3 hours.

my entries make me look like i am bi-polar.

self pity is pointless.
dont do it.


D.A.R.E.

the fresh prince theme song beat has been stuck in my head for about two weeks.
help me, answer girl.

signed
girl far from bellaire



i love ashley and samaa and zach with all my heart.
eat some of my cake.
before im tempted to throw my face at someone
and laugh.

i wish i was moving tomorrow.
joe wilson is stuck in my head.
the get out of this town song.
dont know what its called.
have a lovely day kids.




its 11:11!!!!


make a wish

fucking make this go away.

honestly I imagined him trying to fix this.
fucking moron i am.
im sick of crying.
im sick of feelings of regret and nostalgia and every other feeling in this world.
watch him go numb tomorrow and forget about it, because he can.



things i do to make myself feel better list:
espressos
make believe world in my head
listening to the RENT songs on ashleys cd

I found a Date!

Would anyone like to accompany me on this date?

Thu 11/17/05
Piebald, Kiss The Girls, Hot Rod Circuit & Others
Doors Open: 7:00 pm
Tickets: $10.00 Advance - $12.00 Day of Show
Venue: State Theatre
City: St. Petersburg, FL

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For we are like tree trunks in the snow. In apperance they lie sleekly and a little push should be enough to set them rolling. No, it cant be done, for they are firmly wedded to the ground. But see, even that is only apperance.
-Franz Kafka

From Ross to Ashley.

 

Dear Hurricane Wilma,

Please dissolve into nothing but a small gust of wind and go back and fix the Mexico you destroyed. That would be the polite and gracious thing to do.

Thanks,

Alyse